It's almost gone and it makes you wonder all sorts of things...why is it that the truly close to your heart friends are too far away and meeting them is always the best and the shortest thing that can happen and why is it that the ones that you see everyday are not there for you? Why do you remember easier the disappointments and the really hurtfull moments more than the really happy days?
Are they really gone or is it simply much harder to keep a smile on your face?
You don't have anymore a place of your own, a home, a familiar way of living, because you've taken your life to somewhere else. And who would have know that time, being so merciless, will make this decision irreversible, that you can't go back? It will always be up to you, what you're gonna make of that, an eternal fugitive, not know exactly what you're running away from...or just having a diverse way to live your life, filling in the gaps.
And yes, you do want more, you always want more and you always hope you will get more, but you know it's not fair to ask anything from anyone.
And you still hope...
Always looking into tomorrow and hoping it will be alright.
It will get better.
Are they really gone or is it simply much harder to keep a smile on your face?
You don't have anymore a place of your own, a home, a familiar way of living, because you've taken your life to somewhere else. And who would have know that time, being so merciless, will make this decision irreversible, that you can't go back? It will always be up to you, what you're gonna make of that, an eternal fugitive, not know exactly what you're running away from...or just having a diverse way to live your life, filling in the gaps.
And yes, you do want more, you always want more and you always hope you will get more, but you know it's not fair to ask anything from anyone.
And you still hope...
Always looking into tomorrow and hoping it will be alright.
It will get better.
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The only constant in life is change...it is how you respond and react to it that defines you.
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